Out of Body

I know the final is tomorrow, but I can't feel it. Like I've been underwater too long and my brain and eyes have gone numb. The calendar is winking at me from down the hall, but I just keep looking back to the computer screen. And toothbrush I'm chewing as I type these words. At least I've learned a lesson: Do what you need before you go diving in cold water, and get cold feet. It's also weird that after tomorrow everything will fade together into one heat wave, no one to see or talk to except the random strangers I'm shoved into an upstate bunk with. I'll miss everyone, and the swimming lessons. It's a thrill, to be numb, for a day.